Sue Pattinson♥

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

You're back!

But i sense awkwardness..

♥You and Me

5:18 PM

♥You and Me

4:56 PM

I crave for your attention.

Period cramp stinks. I hate it when i have my period because emotional downfall always happen. I'm never at my best and even the littlest thing can break me. You get what i mean. I can't blog too personal over here so i do it on Twitter. It suck sometimes because there's the character limit, but i just need to let it all out or i'll go berserk.

Two things are killing me right now. Both physically & emotionally. Im dying, metaphorically. There's nothing to look forward to anymore when i wake up each day. Just plain cold treatment and ordinary routine. I can't take it anymore and i can burst and breakdown any moment. I hate it when im clueless of what's wrong but I just want everything to be okay.

But OKAY doesn't exist in reality right now, does it? It only exists when everyone's happy.

I want everything to be Perfect.

Yet again, Perfect exists in fairytale and directed movies. Nothing is perfect.

No words can describe how i want everything to be right now because none of it is as it seems.

My life is screwed hardcore now. Im always in a hustle for most things, adequately thinking too much at once and subsequently dying again, figuratively.

I need time to slow down. I need to plan out things. I need to be disciplined. I need a listening ear. I need an advisor. I need to think one at a time. I need to be strong. I need to stop dying. I need you.

♥You and Me

3:25 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Happy 2nd Month, bby.

Today was fine. Went shopping together with Along & Eimran. EighteenChefs was awesome :) Haven't heard from Love :\ Im finally done with the English presentation! Oh, tomorrow's gonna be a very long day :O

♥You and Me

10:05 PM

Saturday, February 6, 2010

The thought of You just makes me smile.

Plans with Mum and Sis for today is postponed to tomorrow :\ Menstruation cramp is an asshole. My school's such a pain in the ass.

Alright, im off to teach kiddos :O Yes, unbelievable :)

I love you.

♥You and Me

7:04 PM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

♥You and Me

11:15 PM

Your opinion is neither required nor desired.

Thank God it's Friday tomorrow! School's killing me slowly inside. Never would i wake up to exhaustion not stuck to my brain cells. The truckloads of homework drains me even more. God & I know im in trouble for Cheerleading. I gotta start planning things out before it's too late :\ I swear, getting on my nerves right now, is the last thing any sane person would wanna do.

I've gotta study for Chemistry test & i've got English Powerpoint Presentation due tomorrow. It's about us as a reporter, writing a report based on the song Last Kiss by Pearl Jam. The lyric's sincerely touching! And we named the couple Gavinna Lim Ghey Hong & Marco s/o Polobush. Perfect. I swear it was nice laughing around with my classmates :) Speaking of which, THREE of my classmates asked wether imma Singaporean. One of them even confidently assumed that i wasn't -.-

Oh, we won Tuesday's match against St Mar :D 7-2 ! We're getting closer to Sweden girls! HEH ;P

Sunday's a day to look forward to ;)

♥You and Me

9:34 PM