IT TOOK ME 4 WHOLE HOURS TO CALM DOWN.

I CANT BELIEVE IT .

SOMEONE I LOVE SOO MUCH IS GONE ,

FAR . FOREVER .

MY GRANDDAD IN USA JUST PASSED AWAY .

I GOT NO MOOD TO WRITE ABOUT IT .

seriously .

i went home .

i got a call .

from my dad .

he was at the airport .

2 more hours to his flight

to USA .

he told me everything .

i told him i wanted to follow .

i dont care about school

but he say NO ,

a big fat NO .

he said he will settle everything there himself .

i just have to concentrate on my school .

HE JUST DONT GET IT .

IT's BEEN YEARS SINCE I LAST SAW HIM .

WHY CANT I SEE HIM FOR THE LAST TIME ? BEFORE HE ENTER THE GRAVE ?

LIFE IS VERY UNFAIR .

my family & i was suppose to go there this coming november ,

but nooo .

this happened .

ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH .

MY LIFE SERIOUSLY SUCKS .

GOD , TAKE ME NOW !!

I WANNA END IT HERE!

THE END .

TAKE ME . GO ON .