ive been thinking hard since i was offered .
the contract i mean .
i really dont know .
im in a dilemma right now .
i dont know wether to accpet it or not .
i mean .
im packed with school .
weekends are for family .
i really dont know .
modelling is something that i want .
but i never knew it will come to me this early .
everyone's been forcing me to go for it .
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
yes modelling will get me fame , on the cover of magS
but my studies will be neglected .
and boy , modelling contract and studies are equally important to me .
what more
im still not settled yet .
with everything that has happened .
this thing came in the wrong time .
i need an answer
or advice
or whatever .
i just need it .
♥You and Me
8:09 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008