My heart's still hanging in there, although its on the edge of breaking.
I cant do this. i cant take this .
Im tyring to hold on, not wanting to give up.
But i know, i just know, someday, that very unfrotunate day , i'll break down.
because the truth just hurts .
And hopefully i'll manage to start over.
i still love u .
but i dont think so u do .
i just dont get it .
are we over ?
because it seems like .
but i dont want US to be over .
i want US to be together .
i want US to start over .
i want US back ,
it's not that i dont love u .
what was i suppose to say when u said u did not have the courage to ask for
it ?
yes , your friend was right .
i was kinda angry about that ,
but i dare not tell u .
i dare not admit .
because the way u phrase it to me ,
everything looks as if ,
u got over me . that's why i had to say
i wasn't angry .
that's why i had to say
i dont mind & i dont care .
when the truth is ,
i do mind & i do care .
dont u get it ?
i've fallen deeply in love with u ..u told your friends that i dont like u .
because of that phrase , i guess ?
no no no /
this is all wrong .
i
love u .
or was the reason u told your friends that because
u got over me ?u were the one who did not have the courage to ask for
it .
why was i blamed ?
u know i
love u .
i know u know .
i just know it /
but what has happened to u since that very day ?
u changed .
just like that .
your language u use on me changed .
your posture when im there changed,
u changed .
i wasn't your
babe anymore .
but u were / are still my
hunkalways and forever will be .
WHY WHY WHY are u giving me all this ?
i need your reason .
I WANT U BACK , please .
♥You and Me
11:43 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008