i can't help it . ok . im regretting my decision . the truth is ; i miss him so much really really much . i keep dreaming about/of him but i guess he's someone else's already , Boy , i miss you . & i just want you to know that i regretted letting you go . but i was afraid . that's why . i want you back . but i guess i cant have you back after all i have done to you . im missing you so much . i can't get you out of my mind . im missing you so much . maybe you're mad at me for not wishing you