Im still in the midst of making the final decision . I dont know laa . It's disrupting my mind . It was nice of her to text me early in the morning yesterday and assure me that everything's gonna be alright . Thank you but i dont know . Everything is so fcuked up . Urgh , whatever . Let's just put this thing one side .WEDNESDAY Lessons were normal . Before one of the lessons , i was like asking Joshua and Yina at the same time whether they had any sweet with them while i was actually opening a sweet wrapper . They looked at me in unison and started cracking up . Explaining isnt funny but when it happened , it was kinda funny . But after school made me so damn fcuking fed up . Tryna make us like a fool ? You can jolly well go to hell . And im not fed up just because of that . Others too . HAH! At home , me sis and bibik were like talking about kissing and stuffs . It was M18 , i swear ! ;) So then after that things happened which made me have a major headache .THURSDAY Im so CURSED ! Urgh . So , i couldn't remember what happened before recess but after recess , Me and Fatin sent Siti down coz she was gonna go home . Her mum came to fetch her up about a few mins before 11 . I didn't wanna go to class just yet so then me and fatin stopped for a while and walked dead damn slowly . Then we reached the central staircase and was halfway up when suddenly i saw ______ . Fed up , tak jadi , turn check , walk back down . Don't think ______ realise because that person was too busy using hp . HAH! Went to the toilet , then walked back to central staircase and then as slow as a snail , walked back to class . Reached back in at 1115 -.-L 20 minutes of IHUM left . Sat with Fatin because SOME PEOPLE changed place and my seat was one of the victim . I find sitting in the middle very odd ! 20 minutes later , back to my own seat . FOOH! It's nice seating at the back :D ESP MY PLACE . So comfy ^^ beside the door somemore . Last row rocks eyhh \m/ Teacher came in late . So i dont know why i was soo hyped up , keep going in and out of the class Fatin , sayyid , haikal and all . Sayyid forever with his "BULLYING " of people . Haikal forever with his vain-ness *rollseyes* Joshua saw ______ near the guys toilet at block B and said that ______ was GOOD LOOKING and that he loved ______'s hair . ohmy , Joshua's GAY !. xP Art was kinda like a free period coz a male trainee teacher took over ? He made us solve some mystery thingy . Everything surely got about someone dying . Then there was this last one , about ostrich thingy . Killing himself or whatsoever . Cool sia :P After school ate at MCD with Lia , Dee , Fatin . It was FUNNY :) & i can't stop singing " I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU . " And the girls got irritated xD Then there were like BUDAK(s) BARU NAEK *rollseyes* stare what stare !? Cocok mate ko baru tau . Hmph . Went home after that . Reached at 3 pm (!) Night time was .. horrible . Very . FRIDAY Walked to school alone coz Amalia had to go school early . But halfway , walked in school with Faizal . Phone check ; my batt was dying . Off-ed my phone whole day in school . PE ! Omg . i gained weight and SHORTENED . How's it possible ? o.O omg , i feel so fat . +3 kg lehh ! Sheesh . So now im like 40kg . Omg . FAT FAT FAT . Yina scolded me for thinking that im fat . Hello ! I am okayy !? +3kg ! That's ALOT . I must must must not eat junkies anymore . STARS ! Planned out everything . GUITAR ENSEMBLE , anyone ? RECESS ! went back to class to finish up my maths hw . Rachel was playing " You belong with me - Taylor swift " and i was like singing to myself while doing maths . hee:) ENGLISH ! up next . Wahh , teacher damn bloody bias sia . EVERYONE had to stand because we were too talkative . Then after some time , only a few people could sit down . Then after a long time , WE get to sit down . *rollseyes* Maths last lesson . Didn't pay attention :P Joshua and me were like "fighting " kinda thing . And he was like cracking jokes and all . Funny . And i said something that's gonna cost me my life :O Whatever . After school , i was holding like this THINGY THINGY that i made myself when i was madly (fill in the blanks) . DEE: Eh , i want that ! My name also start with D you know .!ME : No ! You can jolly well kiss my ass :PDEE: Okay , turn around .Hee :P WTH . kinda funny . At that point of time . Okay so , after that , went to BK with lia and fatin . Sat outside - which was like peaceful and calming . Plus you get to see different different people . Then we were like talking . About couples who broke up and stuffs . Guys . Hmm . Then i was kinda mad for certain reasons and i was crushing my straw . Lia went like " You should see when suhanna's mad. It's .. FREAKY . " and Fatin went like " YA . " O.O I'll never be mad . Not unless it's something that's gone overboard :) Took 21 home with Fatin , dropped off at central and walked home . Things happened otw . Hmph . Reached at 3 . Ive been reaching home at 3 this whole week ! Except for monday . OMG . That's like fastt -.- First time ! BDSO , i keep singing " I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU " . Yes , that line and that line only . My girlfs are freaking irritated with it :D ESP DEE !DEE ! DEE ! DEE ! " i want nobody nobody but you ! " :D Obviously im just singing it to you uh . If not , your hairs would be standing right now , IF you get what i mean :)Someone said to me this " You act strangely when you're stressed . You get all so hyped up , jump here jump there , run here run there . But when you're happy , you're screeching all over . " -.-L okay , not true.I just dont wanna think about anything . I wanna be normal . and people ? Silent readers scares me . SO , PLEASE tag yeahh ? I wont bite . PROMISE ! :DI dont want this to end .Labels: my words are sincere . Im sorry .
♥You and Me
9:17 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009