" Jangan kau ganggu hidupku lagi
Sudah jelas kini yang kau mahu
Kau sakiti hati ini 'tuk kesekian kali
Memang ku cinta namun tak begini
Dimana erti sebuah kesetiaan
Bila hanya dalam ketekatan
Ku coba untuk bertahan
Namun aku tak sanggup
Sungguh tak mampu sayangku
Terserah kali ini
Sungguh aku tak kan perduli
Ku tak sanggup lagi
Jalani cinta denganmu
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tanpa bayang-bayangmu lagi
Ku tak sanggup lagi
Mulai kini semua terserah "
I'm still surviving :D Surviving very well actually :) Still , i can't get why everyone was soo SHOCKED when i was smiling all the way yesterday . Huhh . I am perfectly 100% sane :D
Monday
No school ? Hee :) Unbelievably true , but yeah , i studied . At night :P Before that , i was running around , skipping and rotting . It was funny at night ! Because i studied in the living room and sis studied at the dining room . Trust me , none of us wanted to study in our own rooms . Well , not at that point of time . Sis!'s name ; "NADIAH" = " NUT-IAH" kacang brand baru eyh ^^ That came up when we were "fighting" and cracking up jokes at the same time . Sis calls me "SAUNA " O.O Siti Kacang & Siti Sauna . HEE . OHMYfs , weirddd .
Tuesday
What a HOT HOT HOT day ehh ^^ (!)
Rachel helped me with my guitar . And she borrowed it during recess while i was patrolling around with syaf . Hee :) Funny things happened during lessons . JOSHUA! i know you know :) " megan foxY !" xP After school , didn't collect that free Ben&Jerry's ice cream . Bluegh . Syiqah , Lia , Nadd and me went to meet Sufyan for awhile at Blk 210 . OHMYGOD , a few of his friends were .. *melts * Okay , then all four of us headed to MCD at Loyang point . There wasn't any seats left . NO actually there was . a table for four . Which were directly beside this one big group of greenviewans uppersec hotties . *melts* Sooo , Lia was especially afraid to seat there . But then everyone came to a decision that we should seat there since there wasn't any place left *big grin :D * Then when we (the four of us) were talking , one guy from the table beside approached us to borrow my guitar . So yeah , they borrowed and played at MCD . Niceeee siaaa ! Really . Kan Nadd kann^^ :D SEE ! SEE ! Not wasted what sit there ! :D Then , when we were eating , they returned back the guitar to me , said "thank you ":D and went off :( Obviously , this girl over here kan , dah cairr xP Ahem*
A few minutes later ! This hottie from greenview also , wearing a red jersey , entered MCD with a friend . Jersey NUMBER 7 ! *big grin * But then , they went out back :(
Also , there were this greenview MTMs who were like staring at us while walking inwards towards the other side of loyang point . Stared back . Then they can U-turn sia ! Then stare again . Mekk , can point middle fingure lagi ! Fooh , aku nye middle finger lbih cantek laa eh :) Idiotic imbecile moronic lower sec MTMs .
Then we went out of MCD , followed Lia and Nadd to buy their project board . This NADD right , very clever you know . Coz when she saw that hot red jersey guy again , she was like " eh tu tu tu . " everyone stopped right at our tracks and was like searching :P when he was actually kinda coming towards us . Then we were like kecohhh and all . HAH! :)
Me and Syiqah got seperated from Lia and Nadd coz we were going home while idk where they were going . So then , me and syiqah walked , towards the central way . Then at the traffic light , we went different ways coz syiqah was gonna take a bus while i was gonna walk home . When i wanted to cross the traffic light , there was this loyang uppersec hottie on bike . He was like crossing towards my direction while i was crossing towards his direction . Get me ? While crossing , he smiled and winked at me ! *SUPER BIG GRIN * I , smiled back before meltingg :P Hee :) OOH , he lives near me . Chances of meeting him again - HIGH ! :) Lovely .
THAT WAS WHEN I REMEMBERED THE OTHER PURPOSE OF ME BRINGING A GUITAR ! - to go to my uncle's house coz he wanted to pinjam and do something to it . And i was also supposed to help out for the kenduri as well . Ai ! i quickly called up and ask about it . So then he said that he would collect later since i was already on the way home :D
Went home , mummy was alone , cleaning up . Me , being the good girl (!) helped mummy out ! Shift the furnitures hear and there , layout the carpet /mat . Bought syrup and all . Tiring tell you ! So at 6 liddat , relatives started coming and thus , they helped out :D I went to wash up and change since i was still in my school uniform :P
Then Eimran came ! He showed me the pictures of last weekend's cosplay , the one which he had reminded me since the start of the year and i had totally forgotten about it . Badd badd sue ! >:)But luckily , there's gonna be another cosplay event at Downtown East , this weekend . Im going on saturday since im not free on sunday . I have yet to decide what im gonna dress up as . OHMYGOD . Emergency ! The only thing that's settled is that Eimran's gonna lend me his long hair wig . Soo , yeah . What character has a long hair ? Hmm , many . But the clothes ! And shoes !(!!)
SO , kenduri started at 8 liddat . Idk why but suddenly i was sobbing . Okay . There were lotssss of foood . There were desserts ! I like the fruit tart . Faz , i hope it's making you hungry ;) When everything ended , everyone helped out . Hee :) That was when ! One of my HOTT uncle ( my late granny's small sister's son) smile widelyyy at me . ME being ME melted . Because that was sooo random , considering the fact that we've never talked . Okay noo , we're not close . Heee :) So yeah , cleaned up , rearrange furniture and all . Washed up and slept close to 1 am !
That explains my absence in school :D I woke up with a major headache and muscle cramps all over . OH,MyFS. Went back to sleep again and woke up again at 10am . Im still sleepy okay . And now im waiting for Lia's reply . I hope hope hope hope that they're gonna meet at my void deck after school later . Pray harddd .(!)
Labels: because finally, i know i deserve better .
♥You and Me
11:44 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009