I just don't get it .
Seven months of ups and downs . And now seven days .
Why am i to be blamed for something i don't know !? Do i look like someone you can jolly well blame everything at ? It was just too sudden . Despite my gastric pain , i tried to come down , wanting to know what the whole situation was about . Wanting to know why i was blamed . I ran , i cried . I cried everywhere i went and people were staring at me , do you even know that ? No. I tried to get some explanation , but noone was there to explain . Coz really , you told me to change , i tried to change . I tried to not think of anything , i tried to be positive and now , i'm blamed for all this ? I had Dee and Amalia to see how shagged i was crying non-stop for you . I didn't even do anything , why am i to be blamed ? Where's the trust you're supposed to have in me ? Your GF!? Why aren't you even sorting things out with me ? Why are you jumping into conclusions ? Have you ever bothered asking me ? I'm sick . Sick and tired of crying for you . But this tears just wont stop flowing down . One whole day !? It's just .. Have you ever wondered , that i have a heart with feelings ? Why can't you realise , that i just dont wanna lose you ? Why can't you see , that everything in my goddamn fcuking life is all about YOU ? I tried to fight for my rights . You said you too feared of losing me , like how i feared of losing you , but , i dont know okay . It just seems like , it's easy for you to lose me because of whatever you said just now . You do know that those words , just shatters people instantly , don't you !? I have never , cried for someone this long , why can't you see that you've impacted my life so badly ? I just love you , D . I dont want , after seven months of ups and downs , for everything to just end like that for something i'm blamed , to which , i didn't even do .
Save Me
♥You and Me
7:50 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009