Tuesday, September 22, 2009
"Sitting all alone in your room , thinking that the world's let you down . All you ever wanted to do is trust someone to always be around . You've had a lot of lessons to learn from - Some of them hit you so hard . And I keep believing someday you'll see , you don't have to be alone .There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere , to show you the tenderness you need . Somebody to hold you when worries control you . I'd give anything if only you knew it was me . I've been watching you go through all of these things for a while . There's gotta be a way to bring you back cause it's worth it when you smile . Oh, it doesn't have to hurt you forever , it doesn't have to last too long . And, if you wonder where to turn to , I hope that you know there's somebody out there , somebody somewhere . "
Oh , KAI! sungguh sweet :) Yes okay i get you , & thank you , Love You Too! :D Sometimes i wonder wether KAI! & FAZZY! are related . Coz they're always making me laugh at the same point of moment . Do you guys secretly know each other !? O.o Heee:D My laughing pills eyh ? ^^ BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS , ORANG NAK MARAH PON TAK LEH . NAK CONTINUE PEKIK MCM SETAN TERLEPAS (like what FAZZY! says -.-) PON TAK LEH >:)
D* Course
Fee :
$80.25/mth
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$46.00 (M* fee)
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$21.40 (registration fee)
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$100 deposit .
Total : $247.65 by 16 October 2009
Course will commence on 17 October 2009 .
Every Saturday , 2.00 - 3.00 pm .
I ain't gonna post about the above course that i badly want to take . It's either a Dance or a Musical Instrument Course , so make your guess :) If you're smart enough , you would have guessed correctly . If you're smart NOT enough , you would be guessing my LOVE! :) So , yay! HMT exams Paper 2 Tomorrow ! I have yet studied my peribahasa ! Orh , i dieee ! :O Anyone kind enough to call me up and read to me the list ? :D I'll be up til 12.30 am ! :P
Save me .
Don't fizzle like one big bitch over here coz i have made other swamp donkeys like you go shizzle .Coz originality , is the bomb .I have an ulcer under my tongue and KAI! said it's coz I KNOW YOU KNOW too much -.- Typical mind of guys laa kan ^^ KAI!'s gonna kill me for this :OOh , and grilfriend , i know it's normal for people to cry over something like that because i did . & I know it hurts so much but you gotta learn that in this world , there are many other fishes in the sea . You just gotta swim deeper to find the right one . And through that process , you will bound to meet the wrong ones . And those wrong ones , will just make you stronger each time they break you . We're always thinking of when we are gonna meet 'the one' and everytime we're in a relationship , we're always having the perception that they're 'the one' . It's funny how we can make them our everything and when they're gone , we're left with nothing . Sometimes , after they've been gone for such a long time , you realise , that the memories you both shared is still stuck to your mind . Sometimes you miss them so badly you want to hug them and never let go but reality just had to smack you hard that they're gone , For good . You're so used to their attention that it's different after they're gone . VERY . And that you miss their attention so much , that you searched for an immediate rebound to take your mind off it or even to replace them . Sometimes , you just wonder how could they have moved on so easily . Let's face it , it takes a while to forget them , whom you have put your heat and soul into . Loneliness is the feeling felt but noone can run away from it . Feeling ugly is usual because you'll tend to ponder wether Beauty has got to do with the break up . Oh stop it with " Looks Doesn't Matter " coz somehow , it does , even if it is only 10% out of everything . And most of the time , you just feel like punching the person who stole YOUR EVERYTHING from you . But point is , this is what every single one of us go through . It's cool how we teenagers learn so much about this . But we're till inside the box , not opened to the outside world so much yet . This is Teenage Love Affair . But , Define what love is , coz we teenagers are still far from the sacred truth .On the other hand , without this , life wouldn't have it's sugar and spice and everything nice ! ;)Oh my god . Ignore my one whole chunk of crap , please :) I'm just writing what's on my mind .. so yeah . Don't blame me if the next moment im posting or even talking like Shakespeare ! ;) Literature has hypnotized me :PYou and me , all alone girl . What’s going on, would you tell me what’s wrong ? It’s like you’re locked up in your own world . Oh-oh with nothing to say . You keep me guessing but I see in your eyes , he made you promises but gave you lies . You’re shutting down cuz you’re so sure that I’ll be another mistake . I know that he left you in pieces . You know that I won’t be that way . I’m not gonna treat you like he did , oh whatever it takes . You think history is repeating , You keep on pushing me away . Oh but nothing gonna change . Waiting for Yesterday . Is it worth it any longer ? You’re so scared to fall in again . Yesterday can make you stronger . So why do you feel alone? You know I love you better than he ever did . This could be all you ever needed . Hold on to me and just remember , Oh no , never let go . I'm the one for you tonight , whatever it takes .SWEET GITU DEHH !
If this is what they call karma , trust me , i'm so lovin' it ;)
I'm still loving you like i do the first time .
♥You and Me
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