Wednesday, October 7, 2009
You see it all in my smile , you hear it all in my laugh . The way I walk you hear me talking . No , I'm no longer sad . I've got more reason to smile more now than I've ever had . Open my eyes and realized that nothing's quite that bad . I've got a different approach to dealing with emotions . Keeping control of my boat while drifting on this ocean . Keeping my head to the sky , keepin tears outta my eyes - unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry . And lifes too short to dwell on all that's wrong . Stand up now and I promise not before long . You'll be feeling better today . I know about down and out . I know about when it gets tough losing the fight , you see the light , and you just want to give up . I know about being depressed , about leaving someone you love . I also know about standing up and saying enough is enough .
Neyo's Better Today is the only song that calms me down right now . It also made me realise how i shouldn't have reacted the way i had towards the people around me , just now . Trust me , i'm drop dead guilty . For really shouting my heart out at sister because of some personal stuff till she kept quiet after i started shouting . And no , the shout is nothing compared to the drama that happened infront of school , about a month or two back . Though pissed off , i tried my best to not snap at others . But unfortunately , i did . Victim? Khai . He knows me well enough to know when i'm not okay . But yeah , the stupidest thing to ever do when you know i'm mad , is to ask wether i am . Though he went all "Don't get upset, sweetiepie :> Now tell me what happened?" i just had to snap at him mean stuffs :O BUT OMG . Khai's so patient with me . He just ended everything with "I'll let you chill first alright. Yknow ILY :>"
BOOM!
Goodbye anger , hello guilt .
I feel so WRONG. & I just had to explode and ruin my almost perfect day >:(
I'm Sorry.
♥You and Me
7:22 PM
